Is this dead?

Here take this. It's from the Pokemon BW2 countdown from september. I haven't been drawing since then? oops. At least it feels like it.

IbIbIbIbIbIbIb

Doing Fanart to Ib. Very slow. But need to get it out of my system. lol

I love to sing along when I'm alone

I draw things for contest on a pokemon website out of boredom. lol
These two are shiny Altaria and shiny Tepig as chibi gijinkas. Aw fun. :D

Ah I can't remember their names. These are someones OCs that I drew for another contest. It was fun. xD The one with the long hair is a incubus so I kind of went with that theme.

I think his name was Kyle. Again not my OC. He's a Vampire hunter.

I draw stuff

 Some month of inactivity and I'm unable to use blogger right anymore. So confusing. U:
Mr. Villain for color reference.

Tsuritama.

Togainu no Chi. ACEO card feat. Gunji.

 Kuroko from Kuroko no Basket.

 Nate as a pokemon trainer. Reference used for the Haxorus.

Virge.

Groove is in the heart

Like I promised.

Virgin Boy, new OC

Edward~ I recently rewatched the first season so yeah. *fangirls*

Shark

More Virge, first Sketch

He has a bad attitude~

Iwan

Crap ♥

And Elias~ long time no see.

Ohh I love Birds!

Yes. I'm back. Let's not get sentimental now. LOL AS IF.

May I introduce? Dis is SHOOP DA WOOP-mon. I've been drawing together with my friend via Nintendo DS and it was fun. xD

Gentlemen-Kecleon U:

Tussi-Gengar to Jinji whom I've been chatting with at that time.

But then it all went BLAAAaARGHHHH.

Ok next time more serious stuff, I promise. :D

I is saddened

Mr. Villain

I think this blog is beyond saving already.

I don't feel like blogging much anymore which has various reasons actually. One being that I just don't feel like I'm doing anything worthy looking at anymore. I'm sad about it and I really want to continue drawing and practise it more. Just... It's like I don't know how to go about it anymore. It's not only about the time. Even when I have time on my hands my minds just about going blank and every thought of picking up a pen just seems so hard.

I don't have anymore motivation to continue this. The reason I wanted, like forever, to do a joint blog was because I knew that at some point I'd grow too lazy and unproductive to do it alone. And while this is supposed to be a joint blog it certainly doesn't feel like it anymore. I don't want to push the blame on my blog partner. The fault lies with me, I know that.

Furthermore I see the blog's followers slighty increase even tho it's already so dead in here and I feel guilty about it. While I'm proud that in our big times we managed to even reach such a high number of followers I feel like I'm disappointed everyone now.

After over two years that this blog's been part of my life I really don't want to close it down. It's just that I don't know how to continue either. ._.

And I'm sorry for being so sentimental about this and dumping my thoughts here. orz